buh bye blogger.

i am blogging on my domain now, friends. hope to see ya there! 

snow day. i needed thee.

snow day tomorrow = happiness. 

everything else = kinda blah. 

the migraines are not going away. i am on two preventatives now and a RX to take if/when i get one. sometimes i think it would be better just to yank my head off... however that would be my demise. 

christmas has crept... no, sprang upon me with great force. 2 weeks until the day and i have purchased one gift. 

as much as i love taking pictures, sometimes i am just no so certain about this photography business thing. i just feel so inadequate. blah blah BLAH! where did my photography confidence  go? i say the grinch stole it...

speaking of which... i don't get to watch that with the special ones tomorrow due to school being out... let me weigh what is better and what i can live without. done. 

i think i am going to go read some more of new moon... which is really quite depressing... i am just hopeful for edward's return. it has to come. :-)

and i think i am done ranting now. thanks. bye. 

a list...

because there is no time for something lengthy. 

* i am exhausted.

* i can't put twilight down. this morning i said i would just read one more page... yeah right. 

            [twilight reading schedule today:

                                      6:25-6:50 read "one more" page

                                      10:30-11:15 read lots more

                                      12:15-12:45 read more

                                      3:00-3:15 read more.. and sadly put it away to go home. i could of sat at school for another hour completely  engulfed. ]

* i have so many pictures to edit. and twilight isn't helping that. ;-)

* i am feeling  a bit discouraged about my photography. i know several people starting out their photography businesses and they are amazing. i feel as though i just can't compete... 

* sometimes, like today, i just don't feel special. and no amount of serotonin can help that. 

* my dog is weird. 

* mexican food or chocolate milk might make me slightly more happy. 

* i really need to get to work... 

growing up.

so, where exactly has november gone? and 2008 for that matter... this has been a crazy month. i can say that i am throughly looking forward to having next week off. 

i am getting extremely excited about thanksgiving this year, as i will be cooking my very first thanksgiving meal. i have already bought my turkey! i can't wait to start cooking next thursday and spend time with my family. i hope that it is a success :-) makes me feel so grown up! 

i think the theme of my life for the past few weeks has been just that... growing up. you know, being a big girl. i have been considering a big trip, the out of the country kind... and i have never been outside the US! i would have to fly all alone... so scary and yet so exciting! and i need to decide... like yesterday. but really... i do. growing up. 

and i thought i came to my decision last week. but then, i had a bit of an emergency situation. friday morning, i got a phone call that my precious little buddy was being taken to the ER. i felt pretty helpless and panicked as i drove to the hospital. when i arrived, he had regained consciousness and looked about pitiful in his oversized hospital gown. my heart broke to hear him cry in pain... as i cuddled him i knew that what i felt was similar to what a mother must feel in those situations. he is my best friend... my favorite 7 year old... and like a child to me. working with him everyday makes my heart just fall in love with him. he is great. and as i sat there with him all i wanted was to make him feel better. and now, he is back to being the fun loving michael... and i am ever so cautious with him... just like a mother ;-) ... growing up. 

saturday i have a wedding to shoot... it is almost 2 hours away. it will be a l-o-n-g day. and i better bring my good attitude. :-) having your own business= growing up. 

so. there you have it. here's to hoping sunday gets here fast. yay fall break! 

good ol' W.

i think that this is a great article. 

and i am definitely going to miss the humor bush brings me. the random dancing, squinty eyes, and how he amuses himself with his lil jokes in speeches. i would love to meet him. and have him make me laugh. he should be my grandpa. haha

that's all.